Frustrating and wishful thinking

Im in the frustrating part of the month. The part where my period is supposed to be yesterday but because ive been irregular with my period im thinking i should wait this wholenweek to see if i get my period this month.

Ive been having symptoms of perhaps pregnancy...or its my brain just making me think that becuase i want it so bad. Its been weird though. Fatigue...increase in appetite. Nausea. Tingly nipples. cramps. All sorts of discharge. And on the 26th of last month i had about 4 hours maybe 6 of a "period" i read about implantation so I was wishfully thinking perhaps that is what it was.

Wishful thinking thats what i have right now. All in all i reall want my period to come or I want to know that perhaps i am pregnant....uggg so frustrating.