Never thought I’d make it to my appointment today 😔

Almost 41 weeks and baby still doesn’t want to come. I’ve tried everything. No luck. I’ve been dilated to a 2 for 4 weeks. I’m so upset. I have to go in today and schedule an induction when on everyone of my social media’s all I see as babies due in March (LATE March) being born in February and it’s not fair. I’m so unhappy and depressed about this I cannot stop crying. I feel physically ill because I’ve been crying so damn much. 😞 this is not fair😔 I wanted my feb baby so fucking bad. And bam it’s the last day. I’ve had no signs at all and I can’t stop crying my eyes out. 😔 my DR didn’t even think I’d be making it today. She bet I was gonna have a baby early and guess what. Here I am. On top of it all everyone won’t leave me alone about when baby will be here and it’s upsetting me so much more 🖕🏼😭