need some advice

So i am almost 19 weeks into my pregnancy and my husband and i have decided that this will be our last baby since we already have 5 wonderful children (2 boys and 3 girls), we recently found out we are having another boy to give us a total of (3 boys and 3 girls) but we have also had two miscarriages the first one when i was 10 weeks pregnant with my youngest i lost her twin, the second one was in August and i was 5 weeks into my pregnancy, since we are afraid of going thru the se thing we have decided to close thw factory and fix myself..... My question is will it affect my life in a drastic way or can i get some advice from ladies that have gone thru this already