Nearly 8 years... Am I wishing too hard?

We've been trying for 8 years this May. I got my period at the beginning of February, but it was a little weird (started early, stopped, restarted, lingered). Monday, Tuesday, and today have been sick every morning until around 1pm. Took this test at 2pm, and I feel like that's a faint 2nd line, but could totally use new eyes at this point. I'm thinking of either testing tomorrow morning, or waiting until next week to see if my 2nd period comes. I haven't even told the BF because I don't want 2 people disappointed :(