I'm a horrible mother.

i tried for 5 years to conceive my son, I'm 24+3. everyone tells you "oh you love your baby once you feel him move" that's a lie. Don't get me wrong i love my son but I'm not attached to him at all. My family makes me miserable to the point I can't even enjoy my pregnancy, most days i don't even want to be pregnant I want it to be june to be here already. 😭😭