Confused hope

Jasmine

So I'm not gonna lie, I haven't been consistant in TTC but I have a glimmer of hope...I ended my cycle on the 13th and almost a week later I started spotting...boobs were sore, nauseous, fatiqued...I took a test and Negative. I expected that. Took another test this morning and another one in the afternoon at my doctor's appointment. Both were negative. I want to cry because reality is telling me I'm not but my body is telling me that I am as I am having the same symptoms...the doctor wants me to wait and try another test in a week or so if I dont get my period...I am just tired of being looked at like a bad wife, daughter, daughter-in-law because I cant have a baby...