I’m a mess to say the least. I got a BFP in October 2017 and miscarried naturally on my daughters birthday in November. We had a sono but were not told anything was wrong. Each cycle after was torture and I did anything and everything to get another BFP. Met some amazing cycle buddies and we helped each other out with not testing early. We all tested 2 days before AF, I got a faint line! I took a test everyday and they got darker. I went in to the lab to get blood test my levels were low and I was put on progesterone. I keep going for blood tests every other day and they are low but doubling until this Monday. They dropped and I was told to expect to miscarry again. Heartbroken I cried all day Tuesday but had to go back to give more blood to be sure the levels went to 0 on Wednesday.

Took a test this morning to prepare myself for the call and got a darker line then any other test. Then I got the call this morning and was told my levels didn’t drop but they went up and to go in for a sono. Sono only shows fluid they don’t know where it is since my levels are still low and they want me to take a shot to get rid of it. I couldn’t do it, she said there is no way this will turn into a baby.

How can she know for sure? There is no proof of anything yet bedsides some hcg levels. I’m not in any pain or bleeding. If I hadn’t miscarried in November I would have never gone for hcg checks and would not be seen until my 8th week appt.

I am praying my heart out for a miracle. Has anyone gone thru this?

Update: levels dropped again and was told I needed to get the methotrexate shot to end the pregnancy. Extremely heart broken

Got a call 3 hrs after the shot that my levels actually went up and not down like the dr said. It wasn’t doubled from the last time but it hurt me to know I was given false information.