Some of the days I woke up and where the dream felt so real I took a pregnancy test even though it’s so early because I just wanted to know, I will include the photo of the tests below the night I had that dream.

3-4 DPO I had a dream I found out I was pregnant it felt so so so real when I woke up I took a pregnancy test, unsurprising it was negative... I went back to sleep at this was 6am and I only finish work at 1am and the dream continued this dream was literally me finding out I was pregnant and cuddling in bed with my partner as we were so completely content. (Only I knew at this point)

4-5 DPO telling my partner he was going to be a dad, it was amazing, I wrote welcome home daddy on the light box and had the test sitting in front of it in a bow on top of a baby grow.

5-6 DPO We were at a 6/7 week scan as I have had 3 miscarriages and we had an infertility appointment and she said she wanted to keep a very close eye on my. I woke up and fell back to sleep and then I was at the scan where you can find out the sex and we said no but everything was going well.

6-7 DPO my partner and I are out and I could feel the baby kick he held my belly and he first the baby kick for the first time in a restaurant.

7-8 DPO I was giving birth I really don’t remember much of this dream but I remember the pain was awful and I remember looking down and seeing my numb and my knees in there air and a little babe boy being held in the air and hugging my partner.

8-9 DPO him as a toddler crawling walking and stumbling, me breastfeeding him then putting him in his cot.

Why is my brain doing this to me?? I’ve been TTCing 21 months and I’ve never had this I’ve been pregnant 3 times and all resulted in miscarriage. I feel like if I’m not pregnant this month I will be so disappointed because these dreams made it seem so so real.