i’m attracted to gay men????

I really cannot understand why but for some reason I find skinny gay guys especially attractive? Like if my boyfriend kissed a guy I would be so attracted to him. I feel like a guy being openly attracted to another guy just shows emotional vulnerability and I love it. Tonight I saw a local high school’s performance of spamalot and a friend of mine from middle school played Herbert. I literally have never been more into him than when he was jumping around in a wedding dress.😳 Maybe I find comedy attractive? or emotional availability? this gay thing has been a trend for me for a while but tonight it was very much confirmed. also transgender women are hot asf. i’m just confused