My husband and I have only been trying for 5 months now, but it feels like 5 years. We have gone through the highs and lows every month, from the anxiety from thinking we are pregnant because I think I have every symptom, to the depression I get the moment AF shows her ugly face. I really give props to couples that have been TTC for years or longer. I don’t know how you’ve gotten through it. Each month is so stressful anymore. Today I even found myself getting so jealous seeing a pregnant woman walk around so care free and also got jealous then seeing other newer moms with babies. I don’t know what they’ve been through to have a baby, but I’m just getting so frustrated. I get so tired of hearing and even saying, “it’ll happen when it happens”. But I’m 32, my husband is 42, and my negative mind starts to wonder if it’s meant to be.

I know there are others out there that are struggling just like me. I just needed to get this off my mind. Thanks to anybody reading this.

Sending good thoughts and prayers to everyone TTC!!