A little lonely (vent)

So I’m 10 weeks and my body hurts and I’m nauseous and just all around feel bad. However though my S/O is very supportive he is also not very interested and so I feel a little lonely. I kind wish he was excited and even emotional like some of these other fathers. But I do grant him that we already have 3 kids, all are my babies but too I didn’t give birth to. So this is are second pregnancy together after our two before me. Mix in two miscarriages in the middle and I understand why he is not jumping for joy and reading pregnancy books... but I still wish there was more enthusiasm though.