My best friend is my biggest hater.

So y’all I need some advice. So last year I was a hot mess, I hit rock bottom & I was living with my best friend & her family. I’m forever grateful that they took me in, but I’ve been hearing things & being sent screenshots of all of the things that she has been saying about me & it’s really bothering me. She’s getting married in May but I’m not sure that I want to be in the wedding now (I’m the maid of honor) because I have people sending me screenshots of their conversations & here are just a couple of things that have been said.

“She’ll always be the party girl and she’ll never amount to anything.”

“She’s a big slut and she’ll always be a whore.”

“She’s so lazy and she’s never home because she’s always at the bar.”

I was working two jobs to try to get back on my feet but I got kicked out because I wasn’t ever home.

Now I’m in a relationship with the love of my life & ive known him for 8 years and we live together. He makes a lot of money so he takes me traveling with him and he has two kids so we are planning to take them on vacations this year, she’s not interested in my life, she makes everything about her. She was nagging about her fiance never doing anything and I finally told her what I thought and she told me that she would never take relationship advice from me because their love is deeper than anything I would ever see in my life. He’s cheated on her several times and now she’s having his child and getting married to him. She sent this to me the other day;

“It must be nice to have a guy who pays for everything and you don’t have responsibilities, you don’t have bills, you don’t work, but I do, I work my ass off and I won’t even be able to afford a god damn honeymoon so yeah it must be nice to be able to go on vacations. I’ve never once heard you say anything about why you love him. You’ll come out of your fairytale world like you always do.”

Then she went on to text my other best friend.

“She’s a gold digging materialistic bitch and he’ll figure that out soon and leave her with nothing again.”

I’m really torn because I really don’t want to be associated with her anymore. She treated me like trash when I lived with her. I couldn’t wear green because that was her color, I couldn’t own certain shirts because she had them, I couldn’t ever look better than she did, and I couldn’t take anyone’s attention away from her.

Please help me because I’m about to lose it.