Does it ever become exciting again?

My first pregnancy I lost the baby at 6 weeks 1 day and never miscarried so we had to have a d and c. I never spotted or anything. My symptoms just stoped and the ultra sound showed no growth at weeks 9 or 10 and no heart beat. However I’m pregnant again and we went in at 6 weeks 1 day and everything’s perfect. I was having a lot of symptoms. I fee every symptom is slowly going away except me being tired.... I go on Tuesday for a 7 weeks one day check up and I haven’t been excited at all. I’m hoping once this one goes well I will feel better but I’m starting to think I’ll never be excited. I just want this baby to be out of me and in my arms...... I feel like it’s unsafe inside me .... anyone else ??