How to stop stressing about loss

Kari • Fire wife & Mom to two amazing special needs boys and a sassy baby girl 12/17/09 💙 07/29/13 💙 10/30/18 💝

I was doing five and randomly as soon as I hit five weeks I have these awful thoughts of losing this bean.

I keep trying to tell myself I’m not sick enough, I don’t have enough symptoms etc

There is clearly no way to know for sure until our first appointment , I wish there was another way I could calm my mind and realize I’m pregnant and it WILL stay 🙁