I cannot wait until my husband gets home! I tested early this morning and I’ve been keeping it a secret all day. I LITERALLY had to turn away from him smiling a couple of times so I wouldn’t give up the secret🤭

I’m so so so so so excited but scared. My first baby didn’t make it at 20 weeks & my second is only currently 4 months old and spent her first three months in the NICU after being born at 25 weeks.

Let’s hope I make it to the third trimester this time!😭💕

** UPDATE ** my husband was super excited. At first he was like “wait when did you even test??!” (I tested while he slept) and I was talking about how worried I was and how it was too soon and he kissed me so I’d shut up 😂 I’m hoping to make an appointment with my doctor this week to talk to her about the next step as this is my third pregnancy and I’d really really love it if I could make it to the third trimester or even to the due date! (Which I’ve estimated to be October 27th, 2018 which is 1 week after my little ones 1st birthday!!!!)

********Update: so much has happened since I posted this! I had a cervical cerclage put in at 23 weeks when my cervix decided to give up.. I found out I’m expecting a little boy😍