Cycle day one. Again.

Here I am, cd1, yet again. Our first iui failed, second month on injectables. This month is going to suck getting through without the glimmer of hope that is a positive test... The 15th marks five years since we started trying, the 27th should be my first miscarried baby's birthday and the 29th is the date i miscarried for the second time. I'm pretty much over infertility.