I just feel..

Like complete and utter crap. Everyone is happily pregnant. My cousin who was a week ahead of my due date is posting pictures of her belly and ultrasound and I can't help but feel sad. In currently in my tww and I'm beside myself. I just really wish/want a baby. I hope I get a Bfp and a sticky baby. I don't know how you ladies do it. 😥 it's so hard