I’m hurt by everyone lately, I’m a person who believes in good and treating everyone with respect but not all take it well. My politeness makes me look vulnerable, I have realized even may maids are capable of being dominating on me and thats humiliating.. i know what’s going wrong but just can’t give it back/ stand for myself and that’s pathetic feeling I suffer.

I also feeling sad about my parents are not willing to relocate the house, which is very close to radiation tower. Thus, I may not have any help from them, if I stay in my own house after delivering my baby.. this is my first pregnancy after a very exhausting journey of infertility.. don’t know how will I ever going to do it all alone. My husband is learning to be supportive but I understand his limitations too.

All my cousins got everything very easily even though they plot behind there loved ones but coming to me, I had to have everything in a very difficult way.. and not to mention my horrible inlaws 😅.

Not sure is it my pregnancy making me feel pathetic about myself or the situations.