I want another baby but scared to get pregnant!

so I have a 16 month old and I really would love to have another soon. i Loved being pregnant I loved labor And delivery. the whole experience was perfect. except i developed postpartum preclampsia and was so sick and i also had post partum anxiety which I'm still dealing with occasionally. i had panick attacks thinking of my blood pressure. it was terrifying. I want to do it again but i am so scared of being sick again and worrying that im gonna die after i give birth. i was in the hospital a week after with a bp of 210 over 115 . on magnesium it took 3 plus months for my bp to return to normal. idk what to do i wish i could adopt! has anyone had a similar experience?