I know God’s timing is perfect. It’s up to Him to decide when it’s right for us to get pregnant. But it’s SO hard when I see others getting pregnant so easily! Why does God think THEY are ready and He doesn’t think I am ready? I want a baby SO much that it hurts.

Sorry for venting, I was 5 days late and excited then started Aunt flow today...so I am just really upset. And trying my hardest to remember God is in control.