Nothing helps

Meg • 🍍
It's been two weeks today since I had my D&C. Some days I'm able to make it through the day without crying, but most days I am just tired and bitter and angry. This isn't fair. Nothing helps. My husband is as unsupportive as can be. He never once voiced any opinion about being upset or anything over losing our baby and he can't understand why I don't want to go spend the weekend with his friends who are expecting a baby in October that they didn't even plan. It took me three years to get my husband on board to TTC and for what? He could care less about how I feel or what I'm going through. He keeps telling me "You feel different obviously - it was inside of you" and that's all he'll say. 
And to top it off yesterday at work was a baby shower for a coworker and everyone was shocked to know I wasn't going to the shower. Hello?! They all know about my baby and what happened. It's just rubbing salt on the wound. 
I don't think I'll ever get through this.