217 days...

Savanna • •Twenty Five• •Married• •Toddler Mama•

217 days. It’s been 217 since my husband and I decided to start trying for a baby. Month after month I think we have finally been blessed with success. Month after month I think I have all the right symptoms. Month after month I take tests and they’re negative. Month after month I’m reminded that I can’t give my husband the one thing I’m meant to give him. Month after month my period comes and month after month I cry. I don’t think I can continue to go through this. How is it that it’s so easy for people that dont want a baby or aren’t ready for a baby can get pregnant so easily and the ones that pray day after day and want nothing more then to be parents have such a hard time? I will never understand...