i started cutting again. i was clean for so long when i got out of a abusive relationship for so long but now for no reason i’m so numb again. i can’t feel anything emotionally at all. my dysphoria has been through the roof. (i’m FTM transgender) i’ve been crying for at least three hours a day for weeks now and i can’t seem to get out of this stupid fucking hole i’m in. my friends are getting fed up with me too, i can tell. i’m so mad and disappointed with myself. i just want to end it all so bad