Am I crazy or is there a very faint line?!

I’ve been feeling really off these last couple

of days but I thought maybe it was because I had food poisoning but my boyfriend insisted I take a pregnancy test so I did and I swear there’s a faint line but I think I’m just seeing things! The first photo is the normal photo and the second is the photo inverted...tell me what you think! Btw I’m hoping I’m just crazy or the test is wrong because I don’t want a baby

UPDATE#1: It’s currently 4 AM. I couldn’t sleep at all because I’m just constantly thinking about if I’m pregnant or not so I decide to take another test just now and the line was so much more clear. You definitely cannot deny the fact that there’s two lines. I was talking to my boyfriend about the possibility of me being pregnant and he told me if I’m pregnant, I either get an abortion or I raise the baby by myself because he isn’t ready for another baby (he has a child with someone else) so I don’t know what I’m going to do because I don’t think I’m ready for child but I also don’t think I can go through with an abortion.

Update #2: Well I took 2 digital test and both came out positive so I think it’s safe to say I’m pregnant! I didn’t plan this at all and I was originally going to have an abortion because that’s what my now ex boyfriend wanted but I’ve come to realize that this baby is going to be the best thing to happen to me and I’m just so excited to say I’ve decided I’m keeping the baby and even though my ex at first said he didn’t want anything to do with the baby, I think he’ll come around especially since he texted me today saying he needed to man up....