So today I was meant to have a sweep & stretch - the worst experience of my life to date.

I had an inkling that it was going to be painful as whenever I have a smear test that’s always horrible.

But I couldn’t carry on with the sweep I was crying & tensing up so much the pain was ridiculous.

I felt quite let down in myself though for not being able to go through with it all! 😢.

The consultant didn’t want to carry on either as she said if I bled it could lead to infection & she definitely didn’t want that.

So I’m booked in for an induction next Friday if he doesn’t come on his on before. Ah I’m petrified x