Pregnancy/Children Phobia?

Is anyone out there scared/dreading pregnancy or having children in general? pregnancy looks hella scary (weight gain, vomiting, constant dr visits, childbirth). I think it's also scary to tell your family, at least for me. I could be in my late 30s with a great career/income, and married and I would still feel like I was doing something wrong. Lol we spend all this time trying to prevent getting pregnant that I guess when it's time it's still scary? Also super scared of not being able to provide to my kids. Anyone feel this way?