over analyzing everything with rainbow


so I had a missed mc on 1-1-18 we knew 6 weeks prior the baby had passed my (dr) didn't do anything as he wanted me to pass it naturally. I went septic and had and emergency d&e.; fast forward I had my first af and I'm pregnant again. 6w. it's been completely different. with my last I bled 2 days after I found out until my surgery with a sch. this one has gone picture perfect. but I still catch myself analyzing syptoms. I had none with my Mmc. so I freak when I don't feel nausea or constantly feel on.my boobs to make sure they are still sore. I also can't stop checking the tp. I'm so afraid this is going to turn out like the last. I'm pos most days but today I've been down in the dumps.