I never thought I would have baby fever like I do now. My son is 10 Right after I had him I got on birth control (depo provera). 7 years later I got off the birth control and I was ready to tie my tubes. I was so over the thought of being a mom again and going through the process. My husband came to me and explained that he really wanted another baby and he didn't know if the feeling would ever go away. He was not comfortable with me tieing my tubes. On top of that my son has been begging for a baby sister or bother since he was 5. So I prayed about it and I gave in and didn't get my tubes tied for them. Even though I wasn't happy about the decision I really wanted to make them happy. 2 years later in February of this year I got pregnant and they were over excited and I was excited for them. When I went to my first ultrasound appointment they told me I has a missed misscarrage. My husband and son were devastated. I was not upset about the misscarrage but I was very upset that they were so very upset. The last 3 months I have been wanting a baby and even eager about the process. I think I needed to want this for myself and not for them so I can be the best mom ever for this baby. It has not happen yet but I believe it will happen before the year is over. To be continued. I can't believe I'm actually saying this and meaning it I WANT A BABY. Sorry for the long story.