Feeling depressed but trying not to be

So I know my hormones are out of whack and all being 37 weeks but..being pregnant and watching everyone I know have fun besides me on spring break is like watching ppl eat while I starve and puke all day. Miserable and sad. I can’t drink, have one good day where something doesn’t hurt or where I don’t feel super sick and vomit, I can’t travel bc of my condition bc I’m basically on bed rest, and I just want to ball my eyes out and sleep all day. I can’t even seem to be happy to see my husband cause he does get to go out and work, hang out with the co workers, and enjoy his hobbies..I know I’m irrational right now but damn does it hurt my feelings.