Desperate

Ohkay so it would be like super great if nobody judged me on this because I feel horrible enough as it is I just need answers. I am about 3 weeks pregnant before I knew I used Meth cocaine drank alcohol and took xantex. If I would've even guessed I was pregnant I wouldn't have used anything because I will love this baby more than life itself. In your honest opinions do you think my baby is Ohkay? Or do you think I hurt it