Miscarriage at 21 weeks 💔

It's really hard letting go it's been only a day since I left the hospital and I just can't do this . I miss her so much . She was my only happiness her father left me when I found I was pregnant ,my pregnancy was very depressing . I just don't know what to do seeing my baby so small it hurts . Idk what to do anymore , just remember seeing her little face , I just can't let go the image of her face go . I just feel like Ima get to depressed lonely I just hate myself for it ..