Some of my friends know I'm ttc, but if I talk to them they'll tell me to relax or wait or they'll be really excited and I don't want to get my hopes up more.

I'm 12 dpo, yesterday and today I got faint positives on hpt's. AF is due Monday, so I'm tentative to believe those faint lines until AF doesn't show.

I had a BM today, and when I wiped I noticed some blood on the paper, checked and it was from my vagina. So is 12 dpo too late for implantation bleeding? Am I out now? I don't know what to think.

I just used dollar store pink dye tests but if I don't get my full on AF I'll use an free tomorrow with FMU.

What do you ladies think?

I don't want to get my hopes up too much, but I already know I'll be crushed if/when AF shows...