Heart broken!!!

Kasie • Hubby and I are 27. We have an amazing 4 year old boy and beautiful 5 month old twins.💜💙💜
Sorry for my mopeiness but I need to vent. 
As of yesterday, I was 7 days late. I was going to wait until Monday to test. I woke up this morning with really light spotting. Though out loud, maybe it's just normal this early in pregnancy. Now it's a little bit heavier but not period heavy. I have been crying all day. This TTC shit is an emotional roller coaster. I pray that I am strong enough for this journey.