I don’t hate TTC, but TWW is tough and cruel

This cycle I have a lot of symptoms (maybe my mind is playing trick on me). And this is the first cycle I got a peak LH surge 2 days on a row.

So my temp dipped on 3DPO, I believed it’s a second estrogen surge. Then it dipped again on 6DPO, I actually convinced myself it must be implantation dip, cos I felt strong cramping for 2 days. But my temp never go up to 98F after O, which is the one thing I’m afraid of.

And so today 11DPO, my temp went down below coverline. I know I’m out.

This feeling sucks. There’s no one I can vent my anger to.