Not my month 😭

Well my monthly came today. I was sincerely hoping it wouldn't and this would be my month. I was wrong 😕 we even used pre seed in hopes that would help... But I guess it didn't. I'm really feeling hopeless and upset especially since me and my husband are both ready. It's just unfair when we're established, both have jobs and cars, have a house of our own, we're married and have the structure to build a family and just haven't been able to when all these young teen moms can have multiple kids and life off welfare. Just not fair 😫