It’s been 18 month we have been ttc. I do not understand this part of my story. I hold on to the faith that God is with me but little by little I’m slowly breaking. Like why God you know I would love to be a mom and I pray day after day after day. I help others who are ttc what am I missing. How do I be quiet enough to hear you and understand why me and why this path. I’ve been down so many but this one is painful 😣 please God Any one wanna pray for me.