Yooooooooooooooo! I thought that the rest of my pregnancy before now was a tad bit horrible. 👀

Since the random 3 Braxton-Hicks I had last Tuesday that made me think I was havin my baby in the theater, (I hadn’t had anymore contractions) my insides surrounding my pelvis have been on legit 8.734 in pain from the constant pressure (they say he making his way down) I tried walking this past weekend. Idk what I did Saturday, but Sunday, March 11th, was my birthday and I had brunch, then went to the Rodeo and was on my feet walkin round and was there for like 4 hours! You think he wanted to come out ?! 👀 NOPE! The car ride home was cool because I finally got to take a seat. When I got out the car, I almost fell to my knees. Just because of all the pressure. It was so hard to take a daggone step that I just had to stand there for a minute. Remember. Legit 8.743 as far as the pain scale, that thang shot TF up! In that moment I thought I’d just chill here for a bit. Lol I was raining y’all. Lol that’s how bad it hurt. Fast forward to today, three days later, I have been trying to take it a little bit easier because I think I may have just overdone it on Sunday at the rodeo, it’s currently 0540 and i’ve been up since like 04 something and every time I roll over, I feel like 👇🏽

And every time I bring my left leg around to the right (my bathroom is in the right side), my left hip bone area where the top femur connects into the hip joint, cracks. And I don’t mean like the old cheerleader pop from the habits of the sport, but like random 3 or four cracks. EVERY TIME!

So then of course I have to push myself up with my arms, that have my upper traps (muscles on my back that run along my neck and most would call shoulders) are burning because of the extra weight I’m putting on them to sit up so I don’t strain my stomach muscles that have detached to allow for space for baby to grown. I just sit there to allow a bit of blood flow before I attempt to walk. But I have to stretch a little bit and i couldn’t figure out how to describe it, but my ex spouse said it sounded like Bella from twilight when her bones transitioned when she became a vampire. Mine didn’t hurt though. It actually felt good. But that stand up! Y’AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL! If you could only see the wobble, from tryna catch my balance to the dull achy pain in my surrounding pelvis and now added my sacrum and those surrounding nerves (sciatica has returned), I’m like wooooooooow this must mean that baby is almost here.

I’m not due til Saturday March 17, 2018 but DAMMIT! I really thought that pregnancy was horrible but up until this last week, it’s worse 😩😂🤦🏽‍♀️ I get it these are signs of the end but what in T entire F?!?

I just wanna know. For those of y’all that got through this long drawn out, (hopefully somewhat funny explanation of pain 👀😩😂), How are y’all hanging in there?! How are y’all handling the pain?! (And this isn’t for those of u who I envy that have had a blissful pregnancy to answer 🙄😒) I know I can’t be the only one 😭

Ladies! my water broke!!!