Feeling emotional. I can't believe he said that.

want a rainbow baby

My husband of 5 years wants to go fishing for the 6th day in a roll. He wants to bring our 3 year old and I said no b/c when he took him Friday, our son begged to go home and ended up pottying on himself after being denied a bathroom break for 5 HOURS.

I went upstairs to stop us from arguing and I heard him mumble ' I'm probably not the father anyway ' in reference to us having a positive pregnancy test.

I feel hurt and emotional. I can't believe he said that