I got engaged last year, set wedding date for this December 2018. I've miscarried twice. Once in July 2017 and just this past January. We already have a three year old together. I want to keep on trying, but I'm a little conflicted. Maybe I should wait until closer to the wedding so I'm not a whale who can't fit into the way too expensive dress for the wedding? But I'm already 37 and don't want to lose more time? Would I regret being pregnant now through the wedding? Would it be too stressful? The questions may seem petty, but I really am lost. Plus I do get a lot of advice from friends to "relax and enjoy" pre-wedding festivities cause ya know, I'll just have a baby when I least expect it... I really do hate that shit, lol. ?