Second c section

Kerry • Mommy of 2 special little boys!💙💙

I had my c section May 2016 and I’m scheduled for my second in 2 weeks. I’m super nervous. I had a terrible experience with my first where I felt the whole thing and half way through they kept stuffing me because of the pain and then it’s a blackout. I don’t remember meeting or holding my son for the first time at all. I want a better experience this time around. Any advice?