Scared to buy maternity clothes

Rachelle • 👼11/22/17 🌈Baby 💖Avery Rose: Oct. 11, 2018 👼10/16/19 🌈Baby 💖Kinsley Mae: Oct. 13, 2020

I’m 11 weeks 4 days with my rainbow baby. I lost my last baby at 8 weeks 1 day. It was a missed miscarriage. I know my baby’s heart is still beating as I have a Doppler but I’m scared to buy maternity clothes. I’m worried I’ll jinx it and I’ll lose my baby again but my clothes, especially pants aren’t fitting me anymore. Does this worry ever stop? I wish I could just enjoy this pregnancy! Instead I just feel crazy.