I need some advice. May will mark our two year mark TTC. Over the past 6 months we’ve had three failed IUIs. There’s nothing more I want in life than to be a mother and give my husband a child. We met with our RE in February and know <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is our next option. It’s expensive as neither of our insurances cover fertility treatments. However, we’ve managed to save enough without breaking our savings. We are trying to decide when to start (April, May, or later). My husband and I took this week to think about it and will discuss again on Sunday.

My mind has been reeling all week. As much as I want a child, I just don’t know that I’m strong enough to go through all the testing and needles. I find myself looking at lavish vacations and new tattoo ideas instead. Am I still grieving? Did any of you have these thoughts before beginning <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>?? Or does this just truly show I’m not ready for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>?