17 months and counting but I won't give up on you

Fertility issues hit us unexpectedly. I thought back in October 2016 after a handful of try's my husband and I would be pregnant. If only I could pinch that naive girl. My husband had varicoceles removed nov 2017. Now his Sperm is much much better and we were told to go procreate. I ovulate fine and nothing seems to be wrong there. This is cycle 3 trying with a fair shot. I am blessed surgery worked so well for him. But this road is hard. So many emotions. Lately I feel calm and believe that god has our perfect child and will give them to us at the perfect time. To any of you constantly with pregnant friends, co workers or Facebook friends you are NOT alone. There are others like you. Asking god to fulfill the desires of their hearts. I can tell you one thing the day I can share our good news will be a feeling of pure elation!