Done caring

Fuck everything. I don’t understand why I still care about people that clearly don’t care about me. I can’t deal with this depression and the mood changes. It’s so exhausting. I hate that I can’t and feel happy. I just feel like my Bf relationship has changed but he reassured it’s not but yet I do. I hate that I feel sad every day. I literally am drained and I don’t know how to control my emotional self anymore 😞