I found out I was pregnant and having a miscarriage at the same time. 4 weeks is a long time to be pregnant. That means I know when I got pregnant, I was pregnant on my first ever Valentine's Day trip with my beloved. It explained all my symptoms. Now it seems like everywhere I look I see something I didn't know about being pregnant. I just feel like it's so unfair that this is how I have to learn all of this when other people get to learn it joyfully and continue their pregnancies. It's just not fair. I feel like I'm starting over in the grief process every day.