Girls I need some emotional support

K

I have been hoping to finally have my little rainbow, i ovulated in clomid was positive trying with hubby. Its 14th day DPO and I got negative. The reason why I tested in first place because I got couple drops of light blood on paper when in bathroom. I cried so bad because I was so happy and positive. My husband has surgery this week and things have been little stressful and I thought that delivering him baby message would help him go through what’s coming. He will not be able to move around for few months because he is getting surgery on both legs. We have been trying for 3 years now but barely started with fertility program. They say he is also healthy, I have policystic ovaries and that’s why I don’t get preggo. I am so down and I am sure a lot of you been there. I just really have no one to talk to because nobody gets me. My girlfriends all getting pregnant so easy and all I hear is “when you will have your baby” and I am here trying so hard

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