Encouragement please...

Julia

I miscarried in September of 2016. I have been ttc since then with no type of luck. I want to be pregnant on my angel babies first birthday. Which is in may. But I’m so discouraged because it’s been a year and a half since and we have been trying every single month since. Ugh I just feel so empty all the time and I think about my baby 24/7 this can’t be healthy :/