We’ve been trying for months now. At first I knew he wanted a baby because he said it but never really said anything else afterwards. But I see it’s getting to him now. Month after month I see him get more sad when AF comes but he tries to remain positive.

Last week I discovered that he had began researching ways to help him become more fertile. He started working out and eating better and even googling fertility boosting foods

But last night was the sweetest. We were laying down in bed and he rested his head on my belly. I just got AF yesterday after being 6 days late. He started to rub and kiss my belly quietly and then suddenly bounced his up. It startled me. Lol. I asked him what happened and he said he’s practicing for when our baby kicks him one day.

I love him so him. I pray every night that one day I’ll be able to give him the good news he’s so patiently waiting for. But this is getting so emotionally hard for me...