Fed up

.L • Married 👰 ttc #1 🤞🏻 Type 1 diabetic 💉💊 "everything happens for a reason ☄"

all these bfps are making me feel so low and depressed. 15 months ttc and nothing .. we have done all our fertility tests and they came back fine, it's just so frustrating. I feel like such a failure of a wife as I can't give my husband what he wants. when we first started ttc I never even thought it would be this hard. Every month I try and stay positive but my gut feeling tells me that I'm not pregnant every single month.