This is my first time being pregnant and it’s been terrible. And not because I am but because of the father. He makes me regret being pregnant and hasn’t let me tell anyone. His own daughter doesn’t even know. I’m about two months. I haven’t said anything all I’ve done is throw up and cry because of morning sickness and him. I also have a question. I have a cyst on my labia as of yesterday and it hurts so bad. What can I do.

**update**

So he told his daughter last night. She won’t talk to me she won’t even come out of her room she screamed and cried hysterically and said why me and I don’t care I don’t care and I don’t know what he said I took a shower and didn’t even know he was telling her. She is 9 years old and reacted like a 5year old. Her reaction reminded me of the way my mom acted when she found out she had cancer I’ve never felt so terrible or disrespected or so sad in my life with the way she acted. And I really never have been threw something so terrible in my life. I feel so alone. I have no support except for you ladies. More updates in the future.